Knock! Knock! Fam.

Assalammualaikum wbt

I'm back, so i can expressed and convey all of the things that has been on my thought or mind. 
    As you can see...or not. I've got two sisters in-law. You know...every little things has a flaw, us human did too. Along- when he got married he's still studying for his Master. Tak ada biasiswa, all my pop and mom support. Dari duit makan sampailah ke duit ulang-alik Uni. But Alhamdulillah sekarang dah ada job eventhough it took him a few months nak cari spirit kerja tu, blessed her wife for urging him to search some job instead of lying and playing video game everyday. Because he can work, ada skill, social pun okey. Tak macam aku ni. Spirit ada tapi willingness tak ada, how can i overcome this things?

    Angah pulak, dia lain. Dari high school memang ada spirit or suka benar berbusiness, sampailah sekarang. Study pun buat business, kira pandai cari duit poket sendiri. So my parent just bayar duit yuran Uni je. I'm like woww. But sometimes ada je my pop bagi duit, sebab anakkan. 
    My 1st SIL (sister in-law) kadang-kadang mengadu dengan aku pasal Along. I did knew how Along was. Sebelum diorang kahwin aku dah compare compatibility. Sebabkan dua-dua anak pertama, it's kinda shocked me tho. Hahaahaa sebab pernah dengar orang kata anak Sulong jangan kahwin anak Sulong sebabkan dua-dua Ego gituu. Tapi kalau dah jodoh, kita janganlah mempersoalkan benda baik. Sebab kita pun tak tahu how the future is, goes. So kita mampu doakan jela.

    For me, situasi SIL 1 ni macam drama Melayu doo...even aku tak layan sangat drama Melayu. Dia kabo ke aku Along did called her Derhaka 2 or 3 times. Hurmmm, one time mungkin macam sacrasm cakap kalis-kalis but he still means it. Last year, 2nd day Raya he pushed her. Diorang fight kot. Last week, SIL comes to me crying. Dia nak balik rumah parent dia which is in another province. Fight again. I don't know how they face to face after theirs fight. Sebabkan PKP and now lockdown memang tak bolehlah nak merentas negeri and daerah. 

    Blame my introvert self, aku tak tahu macam mana nak treat orang menangis 😅, so i just hold her hand and patted her shoulder. Because i don't know the damn things how to reassure her it'll be alright. Help me God, and...i know she's not bad mouthing anyone, she just wanted to convey what she felt. But...aku tak biasa oii. You know, macam talking behind their back. Sebab aku jarang convey apa yang aku simpan, so i felt weird to listen to them. I'm not a saint. She also talked about SIL2. OMG, time ni lah aku rasa macam aku kat drama Melayu ke?? Macam mak cik bawang. Sis, i am to innocent for this topics. Yang ni macam bad mouthing sikit. Tapi aku tak boleh cakap lebih, siapalah aku kan. Hahahahaa.
    Along is/was a problematic man. Masa bercinta semua bunga-bunga manis-manis, after kahwin...nope. Maybe normal kot after kahwin macam tu. Sorry, saya belum kahwin. Bayang calon pun tak nampak lagi. Kalau aku kahwin, aku nak dia seorang yang talkative sebab aku tak. Open-minded. Of course treat me well, and he'll be become my pillar because i got a lot of flaws, insecure. Amin.

Hopefully, things will be alright for both of them. 

At least, they both have each others back

ME

Choco Chip Cookies

Peace be upon to you

Assalammualaikum

CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES RECIPE

BAHAN 1

100 gram Butter (I'm using ButterCup)

1 cawan Brown Sugar

1 biji telur

BAHAN 2

2 cawan tepung gandum

1 1/4 tbs soda bikarbonat

1 tbs baking powder

? Chocolate Chips or Nuts (agak-agak sendiri how much you want)

INSTRUCTIONS:

Kemekkan butter sampai lembut tak berketul-ketul and keras.

Selepas itu baru masukkan 1 cawan brown sugar dan sebiji telur.

Then pukul sampai sekata, jangan lama-lama sangat.

Bahan 2 ni Yun tapis dulu, apa entah istilah dalam masakan dia. Hahaa. 

Mix semua Bahan 2 ni, then masukkan campuran tepung sedikit demi sedikit ke dalam campuran Bahan 1 tadi.

Selepas rasa macam dah sekata dan sebati baru masukkan chocolate chips atau nuts ikut cita rasa memasing then mix lagi.

Dah puas mix and pusing-pusing tepung boleh dah simpan dalam refrigerator or dalam chiller.

Tunggulah dalam beberapa jam, lepastu dah boleh start bakar. Dapatlah dalam almost 40+ pieces cookies. 

Petang bakar cookies, malam dah habis. Hahahaa.

*Will update later with a lot of pictures if i'm not lazyinggg. But, yes i'm.

MY LIFE UPDATE 11 JULY 2020

Peace be upon to you

Assalammualaikum

Dear readers, it's been awhile for whoever read this poor blog. Haha. Here i am. I am still living my life peacefully and i am still trying to survive from this tiny crumble world.

Covid-19 is not a joke. Everyone be safe. Wash your hand. Keep social distancing. 

So, dear my beloved readers...what you did/do during MCO? Mesti ramai yang mempraktikkan kemahiran memasak. Haha. Sampai ada Fb group Masak Apa Tak Jadi Hari Ini.

Me, lepas habis belajar kat Jambi dulu aku terus jadi macam housewife kat rumah. Pagi basuh baju, angkat baju yang dah kering, jemur baju then siang ikan or ayam. Prepare bahan² untuk memasak nanti dari kupas bawang ke potong² then tumbuk bawang bagi lumat. Masak untuk orang rumah dan makanan embah sekali. Masakan embah lain, sebab no pedas² ada pantang itu dan ini. Tu yang kadang² lauk kena buat 2. 

Dah start PKPB ni lagi busy, sebab jadual mak pergi sekolah tukar waktu pagi, 8am - 1pm. Jadi, Ahad sampai Khamis semua aku yg settlekan chores kat rumah. Hahaa. Normallah kan perempuan kat rumah busy masak etc, ikut norma masyarakat.

Adik last pun dah start sekolah PASTI semula, so 11.30am aku kena bekejar ambik adik 😅

Sebab tu kena masak awal, kalau tak...tak menyempatlah nak ambik adik. 

Time PKP ni macam rajin gila masak, 1st time masak rendang, masak merah menjadi...sebab biasa jadi macam ayam sambal. Then buat cookies, sebelum ni buat terlebih butter kot so leper macam lempeng. Hahahaa. Kali ni alhamdulillah menjadi dengan jayanya. Then buat congo bars sebab ingredients sama je macam buat cookies tu tadi, hanya lebihkan yolk dalam bahan. Nak sedap kena tambah chocolate mahal. Aku buat biasa-biasa je. 

Rendang

Cookies

Rice Cake or Teokbokki

Banana + Oat + Raisin then bakar

Kuih Gula Melaka

Dumpling or not...

Rice ball or Onigiri

Cekur

Lastly, pokok Cekur kita sihat-sihat ye 😊👍🏻

Time PKP ni mak rajin tanam² kat sebelah rumah, pokok cili, lidah buaya, cekur, serai, halia, pandan and banyak lagi. Cuma serai tak tahan lama sebab ada monyet duk sibuk tarik² carik² daun serai 🙉

Sabar jelaa. 

Next kita share buat cookies pulak laa. Yay. Dada semuanya~ Have a fun day.

Dear Me

Peace be upon to you

Assalammualaikum, 

Dear Me, 

After a long...long time. I got an opportunity to update this dusty blog, a messy blog. A non-updated blog. A blog which got abandoned by his cruel owner. An owner who don't know how to organize herself, and her future.

Dear Me,

What you do? No, I did'nt do anything for this past years and months. You can call me freelance, or penganggur. But i still did a side job, a job i did at home. Helping my brother's business, thru online. Not face to face. Hahaaa. But i still got money. lol

I once talked to myself, i want a job experience. Haha, but no. I still don't/can't overcomes my problem. A communication problem, introvert problem, afraid to step forward eventho you know t'was no obstacles to face on. Poor me.

I realized i need someone to lead me or bring me out from this box. This pandora box. Till when? Soba ni iru kara.

Dear Me,

My friend invite (dunno how to phased it) me to further study at Turkey land, Master's degree Programs. Which is one of my dreams when i was a teen. Yeah, teen. 

and...ottokajo? Haha. 

To be continued...

I need to cook for my granny.